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so i was recently rewatching the pokemon sun and moon anime and i arrived at season 3 episode 16 (memories in the mist). i won’t go into too much detail to avoid spoiling things but yeah it was an impactful episode
me, right before watching it: ok yeah i know this is gonna be sad but this is gonna be like the third time i’ve watched it so surely i’ll be fine
me, while watching said episode: OW NOPE OW NEVERMIND WHY IS IT HITTING DIFFERENT THIS TIME
#cameron’s rambles#pokemon sun and moon#idk man it hit different this time#like actual tears hit different#once i got to the part where mallow was thanking her mom for being there for her? my emotions were cooked dude#me? having emotions™️ over a kids show? what no never#anyone who knows what episode i’m talking about gets bonus points#stoutland :(#pokemon sun and moon really just goes quick from silly episode to punching you in the feels episode multiple times man
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fuck that nasty english teacher on the traitors oh my god. HOUNDED kas for no reason at all, then tried to make him into a villain after wrongfully voting him out?? fuck all the way off. and everyone excluding and ostracising him?? just mean.
#i actually teared up a bit this episode icl.#it was like watching a kid get left out and bullied at school for being a bit different. like it hit too close to home for me#traitors uk#traitors#bbc traitors#traitors s3#traitors spoilers
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Finished season 2…
#MAN…………….MAN.#Shima speaks#Squid Game#Squid Game season 2#You know what I’m sure the rebellion would have gone GREAT if In-ho. WASN’T THERE#(Also if Dae-ho didn’t freeze up 😭)#Homie got hit with the PTSD at the wrong time 😔#I keep telling myself that In-ho just doesn’t know what it’s like since he’s the Front Man but then I remember!#Shit wait he’s done this before!#I love how much In-ho and Gi-hun compliment each other. AND how they’re also complete opposites#They both won the Squid Game. Watched people die. And were too late to save the ones they loved#And yet!! And yet. There’s still such a huge difference between their character#Bc Gi-hun is STILL compassionate. Still has faith in people. Is still HUMAN#Meanwhile In-ho isn’t#Imagine what a turn of events this season would have been if Gi-hun’s compassion and humanity actually got through to In-ho…man…#In-ho changing bc of Gi-hun’s faith and care for people and deciding you know what yeah. Fuck it. Fuck THIS. I’m over it#And actually helps with the rebellion all the way to the end. Kills his subordinates bc he’s done with this shit#Anyway what a fucking ROLLERCOASTER holy shit.#HYUN-JU MY FUCKING QUEEN. SHE IS EVERYTHING. SLAY BITCH I LOVE YOU#I will be SO upset if she dies#Also slightly off topic from the ending but AGHHH when they were doing the 5 team race and everyone was cheering!!! It was so sweet 😭#They were all on each other’s side at least in that moment#Just seeing everyone yelling and hollering and cheering on all the teams I wanted to CRY#And then they all try to kill each other later on. Smh#Anyway can’t wait for season 3 to tear me asunder :))))
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The. (2)
#fire emblem#feh#WAS. GONNA POST THIS SO KUCH EARLIER but i was so exhausted i needed to take a nap#then right after hung out w my sister LMFAOOO no time to be Making Poasts ...#I NEED. to get this out of my system though bc it was SO SEVERE. got hit w the overwhelming#I MISS SHARENA. I MISS HER SO MUCH. WHERE IS SHE. I NEED TO DRAW RIGHT RIGHT NOW OR I'M GONNA THRUP feeling#i'm TELLING you. it sneaks up on me. and when it hits IT HITS ME SO BAD........... I'M GOING TO BURST INTO TEARS ABOUT IT#i can never put it into words but like. i think moe and sharena are cursed actually. just a bit#curse being Really similar personality traits/levels of intensity But. somehow almost impossible to be on the same page about it.#they share a braincell. they're constantly bouncing off each other. they have to work So Hard. to actually understand each other.#CREATES. SUCH A DYNAMIC. so prone to chaos (for better AND worse)#anyways.. i def needed a break from my project LMFAO and to get used to New Pen... i can feel the difference.#will take some adjusting....#sharena#moe tag#summoner oc#my art#my comics#super. messy and low effort. but whatvwrr
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something about being told im 'the leading person at this whole academy when it comes to interpretation and stage intelligence' by the husband of the woman im trying (not really. but i mean. who knows) to seduce... ok boy you got me. lets make it a polycule.
#im playing it all cool and funny now but atm i legit burst into tears lol#like he said i have a 'good voice too of course' but i know realistically that is not my strongest asset#and even if i were technically perfect. which im NOT lol. the voice itself is just nothing special. it's there ig but that's about it#but its nice to know i may not be 100% useless after all#(just 90%)#also apparently the most feared and respected professor who came to the concert said. again. that he likes me the most.#which again. crying real actual tears about this all rn this means literally the world to me this is everything i have#and i have no one to share this with because im not gonna say it to my uni friend cause i dont want her to feel like im boasting or sth#(even tho she has no such qualms herself but probably because i know how. not great. it feels when someone keeps talking about themselves#and about how great they are and how easy everything is for them. i dont wanna do it back at her.#well there's also the fact that i dont think im great and this is not fucking easy to me at all lol#but idk i think the difference between us is that she actually admitted she sees no point in singing if she cant show off (thus she hates#the duet we're singing because she sings the lower part and cant show off her high notes or coloratura.#which is like. an insane take to me. i mean it i get it. kinda. if i had a voice like hers maybe id be like that too fuck knows.#but that just feels so. idk. sad to me. so self obsessed and empty. like you dont care about the music itself? about you being a part of it?#also immediately made singing with her not fun anymore. i thought we were creating something TOGETHER. but thanks for the confirmation#that you only really care about being 'better than'. yikes.#like idk this behaviour is funny and iconic in old school opera legends like yes go bite each others dicks off.#but it hits completely different when it's your own colleague let alone your friend. like damn girl. damn)#) anyway. the husband is kinda hot too now that i think of it. i really should seduce them both.#except its realistically not possible since they've both seen me cry now (she saw it like a hundred times lol)#so ive lost the hot and mysterious card alas. no uni professors romance for me
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2 hour rough drawing of Ehuang, my precious Green Opal child who I don’t draw nearly enough <3
#my art#artists on tumblr#the legend of korra#Kat and Nia and their multiverse of madness#original character#ehuang beifong#<— finally. a new OC with a proper tag#tbh it is much easier to tag characters who have last names#and we’ve never discussed it but I do think Ehuang carries the Beifong last name. whether or not she uses it is a different matter#I feel like she’s a Beifong officially she never puts much emphasis on it. she prefers the other side of her family anyway#okay moving on from that#next gens for next gens. quite a deep niche in reaching here#but I don’t care. I love Ehuang as a representation of everything good and pure in the world too much to object to her existence#baby girl. sweet girl#and yeah I’ve drawn her with Midori Opal and Suiren before so I thought I’d try something else#and while Kuvira isn’t actually shown here. just know that she’s absolutely tearing up off screen#you can pull the idea of Kuvira absolutely adoring her little niece out of my cold dead hands#wait omg I never posted my earlier art of Ehuang on here have I#okay once I’m done with my current projects I’ll refine and post those#the world deserves to see more of Ehuang#I feel like this particular scenario also hits some spot in Kuvira bc she knows who Ehuang’s bio dad is#and Ehuang looks just enough like him. despite being very similar to Midori. that imagining her with a beauty mark under her eye…#it brings Certain Ideas to mind. very fleeting and eliciting a ‘imagine that. I love this girl to bits but I’m sure glad I’m not her mom’#kind of response. but overall no one really lingers on that fact. I feel. her parents are Midori and Opal#Bataar’s just the donor. no one calls him her bio dad. he doesn’t see her as his daughter. probs Suyin is the only one who puts up a fuss#like not letting up about Ehuang being his kid even though he’s told her countless times that his involvement is irrelevant#he doesn’t wish to be ehuang’s dad. that wasn’t why he helped create her.#he did so because he loves his sister and SIL. because he knew they wanted a baby. not because he wanted a child himself#he’s quite content being her uncle thank you very much. and idk why I just went on this ramble lmao#maybe I should try to write something Ehuang related. explore all these relationships and whatever. we’ll see
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live footage of me doing combat on tactician difficulty
#dror ragzlin was just SO much fun you guys. so fun#but hey—no one died!!#actually the tough part was the whole goblin party outside b/c I swear#ONE DUDE on a turret way high up got aggro’d#but he was apart of a whole different level of the fight and none of use could hit him b/c hen just wasn’t in range#so it was the four of us vs ONE FUCKING GOBLIN THAT NONE OF US COULD HIT#so it took like FIVE extra rounds for us to circle around the whole exterior of the camp#to get up to his level#which aggro’d five extra combatants 🫠#I’ve never wanted to tear my hair out during a fight and it was just cause we spent so much time on MOVEMENT#anyway it’s fine it’s good the camp is cleared out now#<- woman experiencing existential exhaustion#rosie plays games kinda okay
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Wait shit people might actually care about me
#sorryyy for the personal posts lmao just not having a great time lately . ill go back to posting abt fandom stuff soon dw#hopefully the self loathing phase is over now cuz i really didnt enjoy that!#mf got me thinking thay everyone secretly hates me n itd be better if i was dead ahahaha#but like. my friends talk to me daily. my mutuals love me. i didnt go to school for like 3 days and my classmate who im kindaaa friends wit#texted me saying. and i quote “Hi [name]. I know its late but i hope your doing well. Hope to cya tmr.” (the full stops symbolize each text#cuz she sent three seperate texts)#and i was just. so flabbergasted at that#i didnt rlly think anyone would really notice if i was gone#i didnt think anyone cared me enough for that#i thought theyd just be indifferent to it#also i sound pathetic rn but i reread that girl's text over n over again when she sent rhat. was literally on the brink of tears#and i just. wow.#people might actually care for me. they might actuallynotice when im gone. they might actually miss me#ive been so inside my head n thinking allat bad stuff about myself that i. didnt think that people might see me differently than the way#i saw myself#really and truly i love you guys so much#even if we've never talked to each pther before or interact very little. i appreciate all of you. you guys rock#anyways aha i should stop rambling now loll. as for now i think im doing a bit better#life still sucks but hey at least i have my friends. at least i dont hate myself anymore now#at least now i dont believe that everyone was being friends with me out of pity#thank you all for everything :')#man i need a hug rn lmao#tw vent#tw sui implied#tw sui ideation#tw self loathing#tw self destructive behavior#<- dw about the tags i dont feel/do those anymore#if you wanna talk to me abt this or just talk in general hit me up!! i love talking to ppl i dont like being alone xd#love youu <33
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so i have 9 hours so far on ZZZ
i downloaded it JUST TODAY. AT 1PM. thats not normal
#this is exactly like how when i first played ngs i immediately got 8 hours on it on the first day#the fixation hits hard#thought 'oh ive been wanting to play this and i also need something to cope rn'#oh boy did i cope#saw my husband for ONE FRAME and went INSANE#I LOVE YOU ANTON. MY HUSBAND. MY GIRLFRIEND. OH HOW I LOVE YOU#I NEED HIM SO BAD (literally i need to pull him in game) GIVE ME HIM NEEEOOOWWWW BEFORE I GET ANGRY!!?? GRRRR!!!!did not#mean to put those question marks#marks of inquiry#bruh this game has sexy ass gameplay. I SAW IT BEFORE BUT IT FEELS SO DIFFERENT WHEN YOU'RE ACTUALLY PLAYING IT#IT'S SO HEAVY AND UGHHDH IT REMINDS ME OF DMC A LITTLE#specifically dmc5#example: the Epic shots when you kill all the ethereals in an area#another example: anby's skill. that is literally a vergil combo#another thing that reminds me of ngs is how stuffy the game mechanics are#idk what i'm doing 90% of the time. i get an item. oh cool! where the hell did i get this from.#reading the descriptions of each item doesn't help because none of it sinks in 😭 it's like trying to read from 15 feet away#it's kinda like base game?? in the way that it feels like Everything has already happened and it's shoved in your face and you just kinda#have to figure out what to do#only this time i can't emote and pole dance with other people#oh to see anton pole dancing. /j#/hj :^3#....../srs :'^3 (i cry a tear)#i've been cooking up an s/i since the game was announced but i still have close to nothing. NO IDEA WHAT THEY WOULD LOOK LIKE.#huge ass weapon obviously. low hollow aptitude but they're such a good fighter that it didn't matter#i know my 'haha i've known this game since' shit is annoying but LET ME HAVE THIS!! I WILL FOREVER FLEX BEING A FAN FROM THE START HEHEHEH#anyway. anton. my pookiebear. my shnookums. Fucck yoyAAAAAAA I LOVE
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going back and watching adventure time after so many years is a truly life changing experience.
#im in TEARS#it is my absolute favourite show#maybe other than stranger things#but adventure time just has huge sentimental value and nostalgia for me that stranger things can never beat#at least not yet#maybe st can have that kind of nostalgia ten years into the future#but i mean watching adventure time as a little kid and loving it and being obsessed with the fun and fantasy and crazy cool stuff is fun#but THEN coming back to the show after growing up heaps (but honestly still being a kid) and having a completely different understanding#of myself and the world and just everything#and bringing that perspective as a viewer of the show#it hits so hard man#like adventure time is actually so deep#one of the greatest shows ever created#adventure time#nostalgia#cartoon network#haha sorry for rambling in the tags#im done now#thank you
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#I swear if (1) more person asks me how recovery is going or how i am#i will literally fucking lose it oh my god#i have literally burst into tears so many times this week and last because the thought of going back to work?#especially to a job I don't like any more??? and one with a toxic environment???#and a commute that is finally starting to take a toll on me??#is literally making me so anxious and driving me absolutely insane#there's only so much i can handle and i think i've finally hit my breaking point#i finally cleaned up my resume & have applied to three different jobs so far#and applied to school & just waiting for the actual program application period to begin#god i fucking hope i get in i'm so done with being a fucking lvn since there's like no opportunities to do other things#i'm just so... tired and emotional#i need to be held#literally cried while typing this 🤪#sierra speaks#tbd
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oh summertime we're really in it now
#one of my coworkers is being a complete bitch to me and i have nooo idea why#she literally got so shitty with me that she told me off and got up and left to work in a different room#and like i know i fucked up but it wasn't even that big a deal#and she's been sending weird passive aggressive emails for ages and like#idk i feel like this always happens#like people wake up one day and just decide they don't like me anymore and i never know why or what i did to fix it#anyway I'm probably emotional or being dramatic because i went to sleep at like 2am last night but#it's that whole lump in your throat thing#i know part of it is my ptsd brain seeing it as a threat when it isn't#but like. actually on the verge of tears#aaaaanyway#it's nice to hear 'you can run away with me any time you want' i guess#mine#it's specific to me too like she's nice to the other coworkers#idk i guess her being a woman in a position of power over me and then also being mad at me is like#hitting on all my mommy issues sore spots#maybe I'll do something nice for her to win her back over <- totally not fawn response#who watches the watchmen?
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★ thinking about virgin!choso who's actually the roughest of the jjk men once he gets inside of you for the first time.
he may appear sweet and innocent from the outside, with those wide chestnut eyes and adorable messy pigtails... but don't be so easily fooled so by his exterior — haven't you ever heard that you shouldn't judge a book by its cover?
because while his body trembles like a baby fawn and a bead of sweat rolls down his forehead as he pushes the first few inches of his flushed cock into you, he becomes an entirely different person when he finally bottoms out.
what begin as gentle whimpers turn into animalistic growls as he experiments with a few slow thrusts into your wet heat, swollen tip hitting against your spongy g spot each time with how deep his lengthy dick is buried.
but soon enough, those shallow, unsure movements of his hips are morphing into ruthless, forceful slams; as if his entire way of being has been altered by the mere feeling of your snug cunt wrapped around him.
and he can't seem to stop even for a moment now that he's settled into a rhythm, eyes screwed tightly shut in pleasure and fists clenched in the sheets either side of your head as the entire bed rocks back and forth with the sheer strength behind his movements.
he's completely lost in his own in his own little world, ears deaf to your desperate cries and pleas of "c-cho, you're going too fast!" or "can't take it anymore! 's too big!" as he continues to pound your poor body into the mattress.
thinking about choso who's no longer a virgin anymore but has to spend the aftermath of his first time comforting you, kissing away the dried remains of your tears and carrying your aching body to the bathroom to clean you up because your shaky legs are too weak to walk on.
continuation here.
#!! hellokittyish#choso x reader#choso smut#jjk smut#jjk#jujutsu kaisen#jjk x you#jjk x reader#jujutsu kaisen x you#jujutsu kaisen x reader#choso#choso kamo x reader#choso kamo smut#choso kamo#jujutsu kaisen smut#jjk x reader smut
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The kids I teach think I’m magic because I have a puzzle ring that falls apart when I take it off but stays together when I wear it. It’s just very sweet.
#one of them wrote a story for English class with me as the main character because of it#I had a rabbit sidekick and was the lost child of the queen#I also one time called the robot tattoo behind my ear my lucky robot that keeps me safe#and they’ve developed a whole mythos around how all of my tattoos give me powers.#(the actual reason the robot keeps me safe is cause he reminds me it’s okay to stop masking and sink back into my natural roboticness)#he’s my ward against autistic burnout)#like. I just love the way kids think.#anyway it was our end of year show today and my two little baby classes did me really proud and I might have cried a little#they’re the first time I’ve had a full class on my own that I’ve not shared with other teachers#and this year has just…it’s been a fascinating learning curve and yeah#my boss was like ‘watching you today with them made me somewhat envious of the rapport you’ve managed to develop with them and how well they#respond and interact with you’ and I’m looking at this guy that I’ve looked up to for over 15 years now like? that’s what I’ve always been#envious of you over like every single kid you teach loves you. and like we just had a really good conversation about the different dynamics#yeah I just needed to ramble cause it’s half three in the morning and I’ve only just got home and my little ones were so good!#like! uhhhh they’ve had a really difficult year for various reasons and we’ve hit so many roadblocks but they went out today and danced#their little hearts out.#my ballet group also showed up and actually performed my choreo properly for the first time ever. with technique!#do they do that in class? never seen it. but they were so good. ahhhhhh.#also the group that I perform with had our final performance as a group after dancing together in one configuration or another for ten years#and it was kind of emotional and there were lots of hugs and tears.#and it’s wild because I’ve seen these kids grow from 9-10 year olds to like…nearly adults and I’m just like…I’m so proud of you guys#they’re all going off into the world to be awesome
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just finished watching rebellion (revstar not pmmm) and oh my god. ogami shiro…….
#jumping immediately to my fav out of the siegfield jhs girls#seeing a wartime of farewells actually performed live…. man. it hits hard#like it’s so different from the visual novel format#I started tearing up#kris speaks#ough. REVUE STARLIGHT.#never fails to make me absolutely insane
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Had a meeting with my new manager and almost cried because she was infinitely more supportive than my previous manager was. And the more I think about it, the more I realize how abusive my previous manager was, how often she gaslit me or took credit for my work, and how the lasting impact of the way she treated me for the last two years can classifiably be considered trauma.
Yay?
#we were talking about how underpaid i am#and i went in fully prepared to have to convince her of this#but she was so appalled for me over the way I've been treated and the volume of work I've taken on and how little support i've had#i actually teared up?#like you realize something is bad in the moment#but someone reaffirms that it was bad at just the right time#and it hits you in really weird way#and i wasn't prepared#i was so nervous going in#it's been years of me having to defend myself#and not having anyone in my corner#and my new manager's only been here for two months but everything feels different#like our entire department is more relaxed#everyone seems happier#higher level people are actively engaging with me and smiling#where they often ignored me when my old manager was around#like it was awful#and i know it was awful#but having someone in a position of authority listening and agreeing how horribly you've been treated#it pays to be kind#the meeting was wednesday and i'm still processing#and i genuinely dread my old manager coming back from mat leave#it's going to be crushing#i really can't say whether i'll be there when she comes back#because fuck me was i relieved when she left#work#trauma
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